To start off, I got suspended from school.  To elaborate, it was on faulty charges and just because the administrators don't like me.

Ok, here's the story.  This morning I put my friend Cody into a two point blood choke, no big deal.  Later he went to the school nurse complaining of a headache.  They asked him what happened and the incodent this morning came up.  They immediately assumed (key work "ass") that it was my fault and I got sent to the office.  The shenanigans didn't end there.  The dean was a dick, one of the security gaurds was a bitch, the vice principal has a vendetta against me.  To top that off, I was guitly until proven innocent.  The system FUBARed (Fucked Up Beyond All Recognicion) me.  That just pissed me off, so I wasn't nice in the office.  The dean didn't like my "cavilier" attitude.  I told him to fuck off.  That just set things off.  I told off the vice principal but good.  He just has a vendetta against myself, my hobby, and my boots.  He can go fuck himself.  On top of all that, I'm being charged with a CA penal code 415 (1) which is fighting/disturbing the peace.  I have to appear in court and probbably pay a $400 fine.

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I got super high speed internet now!  it's like lightning on a hard drive!

This kinda sucks.  I'm currently in relationship limbo, so It's kinda a weird time.  My last girlfriend and I were very VERY close.  When we broke up, it was sorta devistating for me.  after only a few days, I started going after people.  One of the first people was a girl named Cindy.  I liked her alot before me and my girlfriend broke up, so I figured I'd go for her.  It seemed like it could work.  Unfortunately for me, she believed that I was just looking for a replacement for my last girlfriend.  At first, she was kinda right.  But now that I'm really over my last girlfriend, I'm biggining to really realize how much I like Cindy.  She's smart, beautiful, sexy, and sweet.  She's perfect in my eyes in almost every respect.  Now that I've got myself burried in this deep hole of attempting futilly to get her to get in a relationship with me, I'm kinda FUBAR. 

to complicate things further, there's another girl that I'm beginning to really fall for.  Her name is Eilzabeth.  She's a freshman, but she's incredibly awesome.  She's kinda a tomboy redneck type, but I like that.  She's really sweet and just a generous person in general.  I know her from one of my classes and I just know that if I wanted to, I could go to school monday and get with her right there.

one further complication.  There's yet ANOTHER girl that I like.  I've liked her since last year and I guess she just kinda started liking me.  I won't get too detailed, but she's kinda the crazy eccentric type of person.  All of this is all happening to me at one time too.  It just keeps piling on me like a gigantic pile of rocks.  I'm stuck between a rock, a hard place, and a sledgehammer.  I just kinda have to give it time I guess, but it's all there and I could go with any one of them.  my oh my, why is life so complicated.

the answer to the above askes question is a complex distortion of reality (or reality to the everyday american's point of view anyway).  My pattern of thought and behavior seem to be so different from that of others, people fail to see that I am a person and not just some thing eating everyone else's food.  I see the world as a small, dumb place where the greedy reign and those who are not greedy get stepped on.  People, I believe, are intentionally undereducated.  If we had an highly intellegent society with compitent people and independant thinkers, I believe that those in power (the greedy) would not be able to step on the masses.  I'm not a commie or anything like that nor do I think people are bad or stupid, far from that in fact.  I have formed my own opinions on the whole fucked up little world we live in.  Children in school are biased towards whatever the people in power want them to believe.  I believe that all people shoud have the right to and unbiased education and that they should be able to draw their own conclusions on current world events.  I don't like the media because they are the machine which feeds biased articles into the minds of americans.  I love america and I hate seeing people who think they know what's right for people screwing up our freedom.  The government's job is to carry out the will of the majority, not to put a bunch of left wing tardos that think they know what's good for us.  If america was a direct democracy, we would be able to actually carry out the will of the majority.  even if we had some sort of a splice system between direct and indirect democracy, that would be good.  With the internet, I believe, we could have all americans cast a vote for their state's desicion.  From there, elected people could carry out the will of the people of their state.  I personally think it's a good system, but there I go thinking again.  All in all, we need some major reforms which I believe I could think of.  I just need a supporting group...